Wednesday, October 03, 2007
saygoodnight&go
hi faggots. after a long and painful(not) deliberation, i've decided to move my ass to livejournal. because all the cool people are doing it. like WEILING.. and so and so, and if you aint doing it.. then you are so un-cool. so after 225 posts. i've decided to ditch old ass woman blogger to handsome charming cute &hot livejournal. go goodbye stinking blogger, &hello to new &less shitty things. so if your really complusive &obsessive and dying to know.. here bitches.
Monday, September 24, 2007
heartstrings
if your life could be written on paper and ink, how would you imagine it to be?
i feel like, i'm living my life through the glass. like i'm caught, in this cold and limpid glass box. with no windows. &no doors. i can see everything, but i can't touch or feel anything. no wind, or the smell of flowers. i think i'm a marionette in disguise, masquerading in this human form, as your bestfriend, your shoulder to lean on, your sister &your foe.
&when i finally decide to rip off this facade will you run away?
i can be who you want me to be, only because you pull the strings. but i do get tired sometimes. &if you push me too far, i will break. &when you put me back together again, it'll be totally different.
i'm actually not that happy a person. sometimes i do things unwillingly to make someone happy. like i'm so dictated to circumstances &i dont have a mind on my own. but i'd figured, if it's to make an extra person in this godforsaken place so over-exaggerating-ly exultant, then why not?
because if you could see me now, you'll see that there's no hate, just love and the hope that you'd see it too.
but why am i still so bummed out?
Thursday, September 20, 2007
myheartisblueforyou
ever wonder what it would take to make someone happy? a hug? a kiss? a word of expression? i personally, have no idea.
does it suck? to know that someone close doubts your ability to render kindness for kindness? &if you do something and no one is there to witness it, is it said that it was never done? people dont see? i think that they just choose not to see.
curious. sometimes, whatever you do isn't always ample. funny how people always want more. even after they get what they want.
well, isn't it funny how we let things slip? and how we so easily underappreciate people when their right beside us.
joseph addison once said, 'there is not a more pleasing exercise of the mind than gratitude. it is accompanied with such an inward satisfaction that the duty is sufficiently rewarded by the performance.'
Wednesday, September 19, 2007
thesunwokethewholestate
the merlion looks like a donkey head hoisted by a really freaky fish body. mm. i ate frog porrrrridge yesterday. and no it doesnt taste like sweet chicken. it tastes more like.. mm.. frog. i also ate tissue prata. and we also went driving! stupid hermann always so kan chiong for nothing!
anyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyway, my posts aren't always depressing &mopey &dejected &oppressive. see faggots, i can be happy too.
i wouldn't be awake so early tho, if it wasnt for enrolling of classes. stupid praba&jLo! i think its time to switch back my biological clock. my dad's been calling me an american for some apparent reason.
i was awake the other night, and to those who didnt know, some weirdo lady's staying at my place for a few days, think shes my dad's aunt or something, but i have zero idea who she is and i've never seen her in my entire life before. mm. queer.
o, right, i was awake, and i had to pee. and the lights were out so i couldn't really see? and she sort of came outta no where. ya so that kinda freaked me out. mm, aiya i know it doesnt sound so scary now, but i was alone that night ohk. bitch.
i think i want to adopt a koala bear. a koala bear is a sluggish tailless australian arboreal marsupial with grey furry ears and coat which feeds on eucalyptus leaves and bark.
Sunday, September 16, 2007
aflowerinafieldofweeds
'people that are meant to be together always find their way in the end.'
Saturday, September 15, 2007
thehardestpartisshiningbackatyou
hi faggots. i went clubbing like a few days back and i saw this really fat girl on the dance floor. dont you just feel like poking fat people with a fork? their so squishy. ohk wait a minute.. mm.. aiya whatever.
you know whats the best part about clubbing? its not the alcohol or the music or the company or just the environment. is how you get to see some really retarded people dance. i mean if you see a really fat woman on the streets could you eveer imagine her dancing? HAHA. no. E.D.G.Y!
anyway, i just think that, really fat people should be banned from clubs. well i dont know, firstly, they take up space, 2ndly, they take up space. 3rdly, some of them smell really really really really bad. im alright with geeks, just not fat people. why? simple! because they're fat.
well, here's a qoute from my bestfriend kevin fung, tsk.
Kevin says (6:47 PM):
love is like a butterfly, hold it too tight and u'll crush it, hold it too light and it'll fly away
LOL. gay enough? wait theres more.
Kevin says (6:50 PM):
HSM 2 was pretty good
Kevin says (6:51 PM):
but the songs wasnt really good
Kevin says (6:51 PM):
1 is still the best
Kevin says (6:51 PM):
lol
kaypeebaby says (6:52 PM):
lol
kaypeebaby says (6:52 PM):
your gay dude
kaypeebaby says (6:52 PM):
seriously.
kevin your now champion of being gay. d'oh.
ohk forget that. anyway, my school starts in about a month. &singapore is soooooo small. even with a car you wouldnt know where to go.
mm speaking of gay, everyone should seriously go catch 'i now pronounce you chuck and larry'. its soooooo hilarious! &worth every cent of my 9dollars and fricking 50cents. yeh watching a movie is so fucking pricey now a days, you have to catch a good one to make good use of your moneehh.
you wanna know something else. i really hate blogging now. its so fucking gay. &it makes you a faggot for reading this too.
Thursday, September 13, 2007
you'renotalone
my pen is the barrel of a gun. remind me which side you should be on.